ugh...

Today was a punch in the gut day.  Just after I decided to get started, I got some news that I'm not ready to share yet, but that is very devastating.  I feel like I got punched in the gut... but, the whole point of this is to make that gut a smaller target, right?  I need to steel myself to begin this process.  I'm going into Weight Watchers tomorrow to find out waht the new points process is.  Even though I feel very fragile, I still think this is the right time to begin.  Also, my mom is almost ready to begin with me, so that's a bonus. :)  I'll write again tomorrow after I find out what all of this new points plus thing is about.